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Comments(3)Hey everyone, I know I have been MIA the past month and I am very sorry, I have had soooooo much stress going on its amazing how I can even get up in the morning. Within the past month I had 5 family memebers in the hospital and 3 deaths….including my sister. We had to rush to Fl when my sister had a series of seizures and was placed on life support…she was left braindead and had to have the plug pulled. Then the day after coming back home I had to go to the hospital to have my hysterectomy done for reproductive problems that cause me severe pain. So I’m currently healing at the very moment, it’s been two weeks since surgery. And to top that off last week I found out my husband was having a small affair four times this year and the mistress (our old friend) was pissed that he wouldnt leave me and wrote me…..so him and I are doing marriage counceling and trying to work on us, and truthfully its been wonderful, we havent talked this much in awhile and I feel like this may have all happened for a reason to build us stronger. My best friends are all pissed that I’m staying with him and giving him a last chance, but they have never know what its like to have children and to be married and love someone so deeply….I adore my husband, not his stupidity but he sincerly is regretful and has been wonderful in helping me heal. Needless to say food has helped me cope and I got back up to 200
=( and I cant work out for 6 more weeks!
), I wanna buy an itty bitty bikini and actually have fun at the beach, I want to have fun when I’m out and not worry what people think I look like, I dont want to suck it in anymore, most of all….I WANT TO ENJOY MY LIFE! I AM READY TO KICK MY ASS INTO SHAPE!
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